Why be single? It’s a rainy day, it would be sooo great to have a boo right now. WRONG ANSWER, I am content with being single and I actually plan on being this way for a little while. NO, I’m not stuck up, conceited, don’t have time, nor am I gay. I just want to do things right, so at the end I’m not left trying to put pieces together.
I know. Most of you expect me to start on a rant about how I looooovvveee Jesus and He’s My Man and I don’t have time for anything else, and how females are a trip, but I won’t take it there. But at the same time you’re exactly right about some of it (for the most part). I won’t rant, but give me a moment to just explain to you why I am content in being single and why I plan to be single for a while.
I grew up learning about God and going to church with my grandma. I was always the good student, daughter, child or whatever you wanna call it, that was me. I knew all the books of the Bible (only because I was getting 20 bucks for it) and I always got the longest Christmas and Easter speeches. Just to make it plain, I was “that girl”. On the other side of being “that girl” I also wanted to be “that girl” to someone else. A man, well a boy. My father wasn’t much in the picture in my life (we made efforts, but not much), anyhow, I loved that attention that I would get. I met a guy in the 7th grade with whom I thought I fell in love with. Shoot I’ll say it, I was in Love with him. I’ll call him Colby for now. Colby and I spent countless hours together, cuddling, kissing, talking, and sleeping on the phone( why did we do that! LOL). We spent any hour we could together and in every moment I felt alive, yes in the 7th grade yall, I felt alive! He was more than a friend, but he became my best friend. Months down the road Colby and I decided that we would make that move into sex. I lost my virginity in 7th grade to a boy who knew nothing about sex more than I did. That attachment became so real to me, because he was my first and if I remember correctly, I was his (but I could be tripping).